i hate being dependent on another person.
just yesterday, i was trying to comfort her, telling her that emotional dependence is inevitable and it's natural. gosh, now i feel like i've just slapped myself across the face.
it's just so friggin irritating. to be waiting all the time. and to feel disturbed while waiting. because you simply just cannot concentrate. and you start speculating and speculating until the reply comes. and you get either very happy, or very sad. and you start speculating again, and not concentrating. you forgot what being rational means.
it sucks, really. i obviously have forgotten the sucky parts of this phase. hahaha. nvm, looks like a reminder was necessary, and has been issued.
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just an update, i spoke to hot mama ytd night, and i'm feeling so much better. and aiyar, she has a point. this is the most fun time, when you are put on an emotional rollercoaster. very exciting what. haha.
shall just live in the present moment :)! lalalaa
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