yo dudes and dudettes. it's 7:57am on my com's clock. and yea, i'm alr in the office. decided to blog instead of doing work first since i have around 8 hours to complete my task later.
well, life's been great. boring. exciting. tiring. ytd shu, pam, ade and i went out to celebrate ade's bday. pity we are all working, have to leave by a certain time, everyone was tired and looked like they needed some effort to try to look alive(only pam seemed really energetic hehheh). my eyebags and dark rings have decided to take a permanant spot below my eyes.
working life's ok. seen some interesting stuff here and there. met snobs. met fantastic people. been made used of(in my opinion of course hahahaha).
just turned down a tuition job(courtesy of talia :)). decided that i really need my weekends. plus the fact that now i'll go for bf every saturday(and maybe sunday), i have hardly any time left for myself. and i don't even have enough sleep right now! but the money's really tempting me. it seduces! oh, what a slut. :p
watched Babel on sunday. oh, it's a FANTASTIC movie!! it's very interesting, the directing is good. it's basically 4 seemingly different stories which turn out to be all inter-connected in the end. it teaches you empathy, and to learn that what seems minor to you might be something super major to another person. someone who looks like a bad person might just be an innocent person who made a very, very silly mistake, and every "bad" guy has a story behind their actions. everything is relative. and also, the american government is depicted to be very stupid and knows only how to talk+no_action in the movie. which was very amusing. and pissing off. ahhahaha.
oh, but if you do watch it, be prepared for sexual scenes. it's a M18 movie, but boy, in that case i'm only ready to be 16. in NC 16, i heard that they show butts and breasts. in this M18 movie, they showed a fully naked female body(head to toe), and also her very private area in the nether regions opened for everyone to see. i was like, isn't this R(A)????? can faint. and you get to see a person wanking which is highly disturbing. urgh. only consolation was that his clothes were on.
what i've mentioned is more or less all the sexual scenes, and the worst of it. if you think you can tahan it, then go ahead and enjoy the show :p :).
okiee, got to go for a friend's bday party tonight.
yay. i got life. haha haha haha ....
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Monday, January 22, 2007
Overated.
well, today's a bitter-sweet day. i got to learn a lot about myself, about other people, and about reality.
life's tough, life's full of shit. i just hope that i remember there are other areas that i have to develop, like my spiritual side as well. it's easy to get sidetracked in this dirty world, even though it's so appalling. we get sucked into this unfulfilling space that we thought could fill up the gap, and therefore the hole just gets larger. you know it's bad but sometimes you forget, and you even get addicted to it.
sad. but aiyar. what to do right?
reply to tags:
leech: oh no, i havent watched episode 109 onwards leh. i'm too tired n bz to watch it. gosh! what am i to do. my ichigoooooo....
da xiang: dont see lor.
jw: hahaha! nono, the baby is too comfortable in my arms :p. and ya i know i look old, THANKS:p. hahaha. ok whatever lar heh. ok will check that show out! is that new?
mel: HAHA. we all have our problems :p. yea i watched gakuen alice till ep 15, and read it halfway too(cant rmb if it was because they stopped the translation, or i cant find the sites that host it, or it was still ongoing). u finished it? i like it too!
life's tough, life's full of shit. i just hope that i remember there are other areas that i have to develop, like my spiritual side as well. it's easy to get sidetracked in this dirty world, even though it's so appalling. we get sucked into this unfulfilling space that we thought could fill up the gap, and therefore the hole just gets larger. you know it's bad but sometimes you forget, and you even get addicted to it.
sad. but aiyar. what to do right?
reply to tags:
leech: oh no, i havent watched episode 109 onwards leh. i'm too tired n bz to watch it. gosh! what am i to do. my ichigoooooo....
da xiang: dont see lor.
jw: hahaha! nono, the baby is too comfortable in my arms :p. and ya i know i look old, THANKS:p. hahaha. ok whatever lar heh. ok will check that show out! is that new?
mel: HAHA. we all have our problems :p. yea i watched gakuen alice till ep 15, and read it halfway too(cant rmb if it was because they stopped the translation, or i cant find the sites that host it, or it was still ongoing). u finished it? i like it too!
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
whee :)!
wells, today's a good day at work!
got to see interesting stuff, got to see a baby! a very happy day :).
ok in case you guys are wondering why am i speaking so little, let me enlighten you. i'm just totally freaked out by this term "Patient's Confidentiality". and even though talking about a doctor's kid is not included in that area, somehow i'm just scared. baah.
anyway, here's a pic i took with THE BABY :). so CUTE omigosh. i can't believe that i was so lucky to get a chance to carry her.
i think this photo's a bit distorted? a bit wider than it should be. but i dont understand why, because apparently the dimensions seem to be correct. heck.
reply to tags:
bee: hahahaha come on over anytime ;). u tc too!
ning: thanks for the revelation.
da xiang: you are learning. no idea, check educational channels or internet for more information.
jw: hahaha i'm the minority in what? agreeing on having a punishment for women? hahahaha :p.
got to see interesting stuff, got to see a baby! a very happy day :).
ok in case you guys are wondering why am i speaking so little, let me enlighten you. i'm just totally freaked out by this term "Patient's Confidentiality". and even though talking about a doctor's kid is not included in that area, somehow i'm just scared. baah.
anyway, here's a pic i took with THE BABY :). so CUTE omigosh. i can't believe that i was so lucky to get a chance to carry her.
i think this photo's a bit distorted? a bit wider than it should be. but i dont understand why, because apparently the dimensions seem to be correct. heck.
reply to tags:
bee: hahahaha come on over anytime ;). u tc too!
ning: thanks for the revelation.
da xiang: you are learning. no idea, check educational channels or internet for more information.
jw: hahaha i'm the minority in what? agreeing on having a punishment for women? hahahaha :p.
Monday, January 15, 2007
re:homosexuality
it's lunch time at my work place now, so i'm just eating and blogging at the same time, to waste my life away happily.
this entry shall be more or less dedicated to da xiang, unless i happen to find something else to blog about at the end of it.
reply to tag: looks like you have weird fantasies about using the word "vent". personally i can't seem to find an equiv for castration. because women can still have sex(going by the punishment you suggested), just that they are physically impaired in raising children(given that they breastfeed). perhaps circumcision will be a better alternative, for some tribes in africa practise it on women(thanks veron for your knowledge;)).
oh, what the hell, what a stupid topic to talk about anyway, only serves to get me irritated.
anyway you wanted to know about buddhism's POV of homosexuality right? asked my bro, he said that there were no overt statements made regarding homosexuality by the Buddha. only statement that's probably the most relevant is that from the 5 precepts: "I undertake the precept to refrain from sexual misconduct."
it's very ambiguous, but what you can be sure is that adultery is not allowed. regarding homosexuality? no statement.
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ok finally got this off my back. now i'm free. me and some friends are thinking of going overseas this june by ourselves! probably free and easy, whee! still asking around lar.
oh, i've bought a mahjong table from Giant for $40, and it comes with a free mahjong set! woohoo! so yar, anybody wanna play can come over :p. the mahjong tiles are of medium size. the table's ok lar. not fantastic quality, but what more can you ask for man?
this entry shall be more or less dedicated to da xiang, unless i happen to find something else to blog about at the end of it.
reply to tag: looks like you have weird fantasies about using the word "vent". personally i can't seem to find an equiv for castration. because women can still have sex(going by the punishment you suggested), just that they are physically impaired in raising children(given that they breastfeed). perhaps circumcision will be a better alternative, for some tribes in africa practise it on women(thanks veron for your knowledge;)).
oh, what the hell, what a stupid topic to talk about anyway, only serves to get me irritated.
anyway you wanted to know about buddhism's POV of homosexuality right? asked my bro, he said that there were no overt statements made regarding homosexuality by the Buddha. only statement that's probably the most relevant is that from the 5 precepts: "I undertake the precept to refrain from sexual misconduct."
it's very ambiguous, but what you can be sure is that adultery is not allowed. regarding homosexuality? no statement.
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ok finally got this off my back. now i'm free. me and some friends are thinking of going overseas this june by ourselves! probably free and easy, whee! still asking around lar.
oh, i've bought a mahjong table from Giant for $40, and it comes with a free mahjong set! woohoo! so yar, anybody wanna play can come over :p. the mahjong tiles are of medium size. the table's ok lar. not fantastic quality, but what more can you ask for man?
disgust.
somehow, as fate decreeds, i happen to be making many friends recently.
unfortunately, many of them happen to come from a certain education centre. well, in the past, i would not have used the word "unfortunate", but now, i'm can very assuredly announce that i'm downright suay.
if i have to work with such competitive and individualistic people, man, i think my life will suck. for example, if such people are shortlisted for interviews, and if they get in... sheesh. either the interviewers are blind/biased, or these people know how to suck up at the right time.
ok maybe i'm being too judgemental, for i do not really know them? please, at the most i've only said hi to some of them. but hey, you can feel it. from a just simple "hi". from their body language. only one of them is genuinely nice. or at least i hope she's genuine. if not, wah, this whole batch sucks. oh yar, another one might not be too bad, but i didn't get to talk to her much. as for the rest....
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ah wells. just my luck. it must have been bad karma. in the past, i supported this school, and i even wished that i entered it. now, i'm honestly glad that i didn't get to go there.
from this angle, this is called good karma.
ok, i shall focus on the good. yay, good karma!!!
hahahaha :p.
unfortunately, many of them happen to come from a certain education centre. well, in the past, i would not have used the word "unfortunate", but now, i'm can very assuredly announce that i'm downright suay.
if i have to work with such competitive and individualistic people, man, i think my life will suck. for example, if such people are shortlisted for interviews, and if they get in... sheesh. either the interviewers are blind/biased, or these people know how to suck up at the right time.
ok maybe i'm being too judgemental, for i do not really know them? please, at the most i've only said hi to some of them. but hey, you can feel it. from a just simple "hi". from their body language. only one of them is genuinely nice. or at least i hope she's genuine. if not, wah, this whole batch sucks. oh yar, another one might not be too bad, but i didn't get to talk to her much. as for the rest....
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ah wells. just my luck. it must have been bad karma. in the past, i supported this school, and i even wished that i entered it. now, i'm honestly glad that i didn't get to go there.
from this angle, this is called good karma.
ok, i shall focus on the good. yay, good karma!!!
hahahaha :p.
Friday, January 12, 2007
it's a friday!
gosh, i'm so drained, cuz ytd i slept at 2am. was like a zombie when i went to work. imagine no naps allowed and must walk around a lot! grrr. i miss sch. hahahahhaa.
when i got home(around 6:15pm), i just plonked on the sofa and slept till 7:30pm. my mom had to drag me off the sofa.
urgh tmr i've been pulled in to help facilitate the games and give a short 10mins talk for BF. URGH. i'm so not ready. and i know so few ppl there!
wat the heck. dont care lar. tonight i shall watch my jin zhi yu nie, and have a short discussion with frens, sleep. tmr will wake up and decide on what to say, then leave.
reply to tags:
da xiang: well, if you are talking about being practical and realistic in this day and age, prostitution might help to prevent rape. but for me, i find prostitution plain barbaric. some prostitutes are forced into it, how much different is that from rape? that's why i say castrate those men, if they can't suppress their sexual appetite. actually, it's quite sad, for instead of stopping the oppression of women, we are now making it legal for men to vent their sexual frustration whenever they want to. isn't this a degradation of societal mores? legalising prostitution is not the solution to the problem. it's merely a veil to make the usual "rape" easier to swallow.
when i got home(around 6:15pm), i just plonked on the sofa and slept till 7:30pm. my mom had to drag me off the sofa.
urgh tmr i've been pulled in to help facilitate the games and give a short 10mins talk for BF. URGH. i'm so not ready. and i know so few ppl there!
wat the heck. dont care lar. tonight i shall watch my jin zhi yu nie, and have a short discussion with frens, sleep. tmr will wake up and decide on what to say, then leave.
reply to tags:
da xiang: well, if you are talking about being practical and realistic in this day and age, prostitution might help to prevent rape. but for me, i find prostitution plain barbaric. some prostitutes are forced into it, how much different is that from rape? that's why i say castrate those men, if they can't suppress their sexual appetite. actually, it's quite sad, for instead of stopping the oppression of women, we are now making it legal for men to vent their sexual frustration whenever they want to. isn't this a degradation of societal mores? legalising prostitution is not the solution to the problem. it's merely a veil to make the usual "rape" easier to swallow.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
an emo day
today's an emo emo day.
in the morning, i went for a ward round. saw 3 patients. the first two were ok. my heart broke at the last one and i couldn't help but cry. and that case wasn't that bad yet. pretty embarrassing, when the rest saw me.
when i went back to the office, after hearing more stories, i couldn't stop tearing. sheesh. these doctors are really very passionate people. very inspiring.
now i'm more certain of what i want. it's just unfortunate that this want came after my A levels. may i do well enough in my exams *prays*.
then, i got ill. think i was alr ill since ytd, but today it was worse. had a bit of diarrhoea and nausea. it's either mild food poisoning or gastric flu. whatever it is, i went home early to rest. bah.
my 2nd bro is back from holland! whee :)!
ok shall go rest somemore. cya everyone :)!
tags:
sua: oh, so you agree that i'm an idiot lar. thanks :p.
da xiang: well, the idea of prostitution is wrong in the very first place. those men should just get castrated. :p
in the morning, i went for a ward round. saw 3 patients. the first two were ok. my heart broke at the last one and i couldn't help but cry. and that case wasn't that bad yet. pretty embarrassing, when the rest saw me.
when i went back to the office, after hearing more stories, i couldn't stop tearing. sheesh. these doctors are really very passionate people. very inspiring.
now i'm more certain of what i want. it's just unfortunate that this want came after my A levels. may i do well enough in my exams *prays*.
then, i got ill. think i was alr ill since ytd, but today it was worse. had a bit of diarrhoea and nausea. it's either mild food poisoning or gastric flu. whatever it is, i went home early to rest. bah.
my 2nd bro is back from holland! whee :)!
ok shall go rest somemore. cya everyone :)!
tags:
sua: oh, so you agree that i'm an idiot lar. thanks :p.
da xiang: well, the idea of prostitution is wrong in the very first place. those men should just get castrated. :p
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
today
today's an interesting day.
2 of my colleagues were ill, so only me and hui lan were arnd to hold the fort. was quite ok. got to know gillianne(not sure spelling) better. she's really nice!
went out for dinner with nuans, and had a change in plans.
was pissed and very upset at some points, but it ended happily.
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2 of my colleagues were ill, so only me and hui lan were arnd to hold the fort. was quite ok. got to know gillianne(not sure spelling) better. she's really nice!
went out for dinner with nuans, and had a change in plans.
was pissed and very upset at some points, but it ended happily.
:)!
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Monday, January 08, 2007
quiz
edit:*i erased some parts away. decided that i better not be so open about blogging about work!! hahahaha. just in case :p*
today's work was pretty good, getting more accustomed to everything, and i'm doing a bit more. more is good! my bro popped by with me in the morn to say hi to the people there. and gosh, he went with me into the office and we had a chat with some ppl. thanks to him, i managed to get introed to s_ong and b_tan. my bro rocks!
heey shu yu!! i miss you too! how are you? what are u doing now? for some reason i cant tag so yar hahaha.
i was blog hopping, and i decided to do this quiz. something's wrong with the html, so you need to scroll down a lot in order to see the rest of the results. it's a terribly long one. be patient, for it is a virtue.
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
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today's work was pretty good, getting more accustomed to everything, and i'm doing a bit more. more is good! my bro popped by with me in the morn to say hi to the people there. and gosh, he went with me into the office and we had a chat with some ppl. thanks to him, i managed to get introed to s_ong and b_tan. my bro rocks!
heey shu yu!! i miss you too! how are you? what are u doing now? for some reason i cant tag so yar hahaha.
i was blog hopping, and i decided to do this quiz. something's wrong with the html, so you need to scroll down a lot in order to see the rest of the results. it's a terribly long one. be patient, for it is a virtue.
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. (probably.) | ✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (yes and no. no cuz of work. but when i don't have work.....) | × I own lots of books. (i own SOME books hehehe) |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (lasik!! can't wait..) | × I love to play video games. (not really. only FF8.) | × I've tried marijuana. |
| × I've watched porn movies. | × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. | ✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (note: USUALLY) |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. (hahaha -embarrassed laughter-) | ✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. | × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
| × I have broken someone's bones. | ✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (think everyone does?) | × I hate the rain. (depends. if i wanna go swimming, then yes, i hate the rain.) |
| ✓ I'm paranoid at times. | × I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (considered, but i'd rather proudly proclaim that i'm 100% natural.) | × I need/want money right now. (hmmx. not that urgent.) |
| × I love sushi. (i LIKE sushi. not love) | × I talk really, really fast. (dunno.) | × I have fresh breath in the morning. (HAHAHA.) |
| × I have long hair. (shoulder length.) | × I have lost money in Las Vegas. | ✓ I have at least one sibling. |
| ✓ I was born in a country outside of the U.S. | × I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. | × I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. |
| ✓ I like the way that I look. (depends on my mood) | × I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (nah, i'm a good friend :)!) | × I am usually pessimistic. (sometimes. at this very moment, yes.) |
| × I have a lot of mood swings. (think so. not sure.) | × I think prostitution should be legalized. (-rolls eyes-) | × I slept with a roommate. |
| × I have a hidden talent. | × I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. | ✓ I have a lot of friends. (aquaintances lar) |
| ✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex. (OMG OMG.) | ✓ I enjoy talking on the phone. (depends.) | × I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. |
| ✓ I love to shop and/or window shop. (:)) | × I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (nah. have neither) | × I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (aw man, why should i? she's my joy and pride :)!) |
| ✓ I have a mobile phone. | × I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (darn, no.) | ✓ I've rejected someone before. |
| ✓ I currently like/love someone. (hmm gd qns. i don't know. but i do love my friends :)!) | × I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (i have some idea. i wanna be happy :).) | ✓ I want to have children in the future. (YES.) |
| × I have changed a diaper before. (no way. oops, and i wanna have children?) | × I've called the cops on a friend before. | × I'm not allergic to anything. (HAH right. i'm allergic to practically every damn thing.) |
| ✓ I have a lot to learn. | × I am shy around the opposite sex. (depends. aww, -giggles-) | × I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. |
| × I have at least 5 away messages saved. | ✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (alcohol only.) | × I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. |
| × I own the "South Park" movie. | × I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. | ✓ I enjoy some country music. (one or two) |
| ✓ I would die for my best friends. | ✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. (on certain things only, usually self imposed) | × I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (HAHAHAHA. yea, i became vp cuz of my sex appeal. yea right.) |
| × I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. | × I have dated a close friend's ex. | × I am happy at this moment. |
| ✓ I'm obsessed with guys. (with girls too. and babies.) | × Democrat. | × Republican. |
| ✓ I don't even know what I am. (hell yea.) | × I am punk rockish. | ✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (as a general rule of thumb. well, so far no kids have tried to go for me so..) |
| ✓ I study for tests most of the time. (-coughs-. i try to at least) | × I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. | × I can work on a car. |
| ✓ I love my job(s). | × I am comfortable with who I am right now. (not totally.) | × I have more than just my ears pierced. |
| × I walk barefoot wherever I can. | ✓ I have jumped off a bridge. (because of X Physique! TWICE.) | × I love sea turtles. |
| × I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. | × I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. | × I am proficient on a musical instrument. |
| × I hate office jobs. | × I went to college out of state. | × I am adopted. |
| × I am a pyro. (??) | × I have thrown up from crying too much. | × I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. |
| × I fall for the worst people. (hmmx. no lar. hahahaha.) | × I adore bright colours. (depends) | × I usually like covers better than originals. (?) |
| × I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. | ✓ I can pick up things with my toes. | ✓ I can't whistle. |
| ✓ I have ridden/owned a horse. | × I still have every journal I've ever written in. | × I talk in my sleep. (hope not.) |
| × I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. | ✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (sigh.) | × I wear a toe ring. |
| × I have a tattoo. | ✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (at the moment, no. in the past, yes.) | × I am a caffeine junkie. |
| × I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. | × If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. | × I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. |
| × I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. | × I'm an artist. | × I am ambidextrous. |
| × I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. | × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. (HAHAHA. no thanks.) | × I have terrible teeth. |
| × I hate my toes. (i hate the skin on my feet.) | ✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. (oops, i was supposed to be tagged??) | × I have more friends on the internet than in real life. |
| × I have lived in either three different states or countries. | × I am extremely flexible. | ✓ I love hugs more than kisses. (hmmx. i think so.) |
| × I want to own my own business. | × I smoke. | ✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (that's when i'm free) |
| × Nobody has ever said I'm normal. | ✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. | × I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons. |
| ✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. (hot.) | ✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (duh.) | × I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. |
| × I have played strip poker with someone else before. | × I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. | ✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. (i'm super hum ji.) |
| × I can't stand being alone. (depends) | ✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time. (i'm obsessed lar.) | ✓ I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. (hahahah! not really. but if i happened to weigh myself, and i happen to need to go to the loo, i'd go and weigh myself again usually :p.) |
| × I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. | × I'm a judgmental asshole. | ✓ I'm a HUGE drama-queen. (that's what ppl call me. i disagree.) |
| ✓ I have travelled on more than one continent. | × I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. | ✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. |
| × I am a Libertarian. | ✓ I can speak more than one language. | × I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. |
| × I would rather read than watch TV. (depends) | × I like reading fact more than fiction. (nah.) | ✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (probably yes) |
| × I have no piercings. | × I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. | × I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. |
| × I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. | × There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. | × I like most animals better than most people. |
| × I own a collection of retro games consoles. | × The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. | × I have hit someone with a dead fish. |
| × I am compulsively honest. | × I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. | × I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. |
| × I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. | × I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. | × I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. |
| × I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. | × I dislike milk. | × I obsessively wash my hands. |
| × I always carry something significant around with me. | × Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. | × I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others. |
| × Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. | × I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. | ✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. |
| × I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. | × Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. | × I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won. |
| × I do not 'get' most comedy acts. | × I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. | × I don't like to chew gum. |
| ✓ I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. | × I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. | ✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. |
| ✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. | × I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. | × I love to sing. |
| × I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. | × I have a custom-built computer. | × I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. |
| × I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. | × I've gone skinny-dipping. | ✓ I've performed in three plays. (n more?) |
| × I enjoy burritos. | × I'm Irish and loving it. | × I have a thing for redheads. |
| × I am a twin! | × Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. | × Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else. |
| × I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. (yes and no. for we are the way we are because of the past.) | × I sleep more than 12 hours a day. | ✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough. |
| × I need more time to myself. | ✓ I wish I was more open-minded. | × I hope that I go really prematurely grey. |
| × I download songs from the internet. (-coughs-) | × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. | × I say random things to freak people out. |
| ✓ I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. (i'm mad at about the middle of death note, when L died. then i stopped reading it.) | × I love playing Truth or Dare. (i'm alright with it) | × I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. |
| × Music helps me remember that I am not alone. | ✓ Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. | ✓ I think this survey is particularly long. |
| × I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. | × I can only hate someone that I love. | × I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. |
Sunday, January 07, 2007
outings
ok my life has been pretty eventful so far, excluding work.
(work can be pretty fun too, with gossip. hehehehe)
i went out ytd(sat) and today. woohoo, i have a life! my brother was so proud of me.
ytd morn some of the class went for a bowling session(which i missed because i was so goddamn tired after working and also cuz i had to hang the clothes). so i spent part of my afternoon watching shen1 qing2 mi4 ma3 on tv, then i went to watch I'm Sorry, I Love You. a very teary day until veron called to invite me to go hang around with some of the remaining class ppl in orchard! met up with jun cheng, veron, choon heng, eric and fadhli(who left early). walked around... and we went into the house of condoms for the first time! just to take a look lar. it's was quite an eye opening experience, but it's super mild as compared to the shop my family and i visited in Hungary. lala-ed around and got home pretty late.
today, i went out with xun! caught up with him, ate surprisingly little. went to sakae sushi, then tcc(OH, my DARK DEVOTION). later sua joined us, went to esplanade and lala-ed around. gosh, they are damn cool lar. can sing and dance. URGH. if they were in nj, i'd probably have joined their fan club HAHAHAHA.
ok, it's late, and i'm tired. i've too many things in my mind and it's making my brain die. gd night everyone :).
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edit:
gawd, sometimes i'm just so irritated with myself. URGHHH. -punches imaginary punches at herself-. sigh. -rant rant rant rant rant-.........
oh yar, digression. have i mentioned this before? attraction is cheap. ok i can't rmb. now even my memory is playing around with me. ugh.
phew, false alarm!
(work can be pretty fun too, with gossip. hehehehe)
i went out ytd(sat) and today. woohoo, i have a life! my brother was so proud of me.
ytd morn some of the class went for a bowling session(which i missed because i was so goddamn tired after working and also cuz i had to hang the clothes). so i spent part of my afternoon watching shen1 qing2 mi4 ma3 on tv, then i went to watch I'm Sorry, I Love You. a very teary day until veron called to invite me to go hang around with some of the remaining class ppl in orchard! met up with jun cheng, veron, choon heng, eric and fadhli(who left early). walked around... and we went into the house of condoms for the first time! just to take a look lar. it's was quite an eye opening experience, but it's super mild as compared to the shop my family and i visited in Hungary. lala-ed around and got home pretty late.
today, i went out with xun! caught up with him, ate surprisingly little. went to sakae sushi, then tcc(OH, my DARK DEVOTION). later sua joined us, went to esplanade and lala-ed around. gosh, they are damn cool lar. can sing and dance. URGH. if they were in nj, i'd probably have joined their fan club HAHAHAHA.
ok, it's late, and i'm tired. i've too many things in my mind and it's making my brain die. gd night everyone :).
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edit:
gawd, sometimes i'm just so irritated with myself. URGHHH. -punches imaginary punches at herself-. sigh. -rant rant rant rant rant-.........
oh yar, digression. have i mentioned this before? attraction is cheap. ok i can't rmb. now even my memory is playing around with me. ugh.
phew, false alarm!
Thursday, January 04, 2007
work begins
aloha everyone!
it's a bright and sunny friday morning! ok, not so bright yet for it's still 7:30am and it's a pretty cloudy day.
i'm already at the hospital, SGH, for work. sigh. my working hours are from 8:30am - 6pm(mon-thurs), and 8:30am-5:30pm(on fridays). guess what, it's a friday. WOOHOO. today's my third day of work btw.
FYI, i'm working as an admin asst. gosh, it's freaky when doctors walk past my desk. don't ask me why. freaky.
plus right now, there are alr docs in the office. and two of them have alr walked past me, while i'm typing this blog entry. i know work hasn't started yet, but somehow letting them see me do this makes me very guilty. so i currently have a few windows open, for me to er, check my email. sheesh.
what's the difference between checking email and blogging? well, i could have legitimate reasons for checking email, whereas blogging is an obvious form of slacking. argh. well, they probably don't care wth does a temp admin asst do, but man, i'm just born responsible. (haha) so what am i doing?!
work load is currently very light but i'm drained. guess it's the working hours plus no naps allowed(aw i miss lectures).
feeling super guilty!! shall stop here.
TAGS:
xun: ok! no prob :D! i doubt you would see me online though. anyway i'm reconsidering going zoukout. sigh.
da xiang: hmm well so now you know. congrats on your discovery :p.
jw: i agree about the series! just that it's sad in nature. but yar, i love the lead characters and the directing. and thanks for the gd luck. you may read the above to see what's my job hehe :p.
ok so long, farewell! auf wiedersehen, goodbye~!
oh, and here's an interesting piece of information i got from my email. don't know how true though.
>ATM PIN NUMBER REVERSAL (GOOD TO KNOW)
>>If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM
>machine, you can notify the police by entering your Pin # in reverse. For
>example if your pin number is 1234 then you would put in 4321. The ATM
>recognizes that your pin number is backwards from the ATM card you placed
>in the machine. The machine will still give you the money you requested,
>but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately dispatched to
>help you.
>>This information was recently broadcasted on TV and it states that it is
>seldom used because people don't know it exists.
>>Please pass this along to everyone possible.
>>Time offers opportunity but demands a sense of urgency.~
>>Yours Truly,
>Clarence
it's a bright and sunny friday morning! ok, not so bright yet for it's still 7:30am and it's a pretty cloudy day.
i'm already at the hospital, SGH, for work. sigh. my working hours are from 8:30am - 6pm(mon-thurs), and 8:30am-5:30pm(on fridays). guess what, it's a friday. WOOHOO. today's my third day of work btw.
FYI, i'm working as an admin asst. gosh, it's freaky when doctors walk past my desk. don't ask me why. freaky.
plus right now, there are alr docs in the office. and two of them have alr walked past me, while i'm typing this blog entry. i know work hasn't started yet, but somehow letting them see me do this makes me very guilty. so i currently have a few windows open, for me to er, check my email. sheesh.
what's the difference between checking email and blogging? well, i could have legitimate reasons for checking email, whereas blogging is an obvious form of slacking. argh. well, they probably don't care wth does a temp admin asst do, but man, i'm just born responsible. (haha) so what am i doing?!
work load is currently very light but i'm drained. guess it's the working hours plus no naps allowed(aw i miss lectures).
feeling super guilty!! shall stop here.
TAGS:
xun: ok! no prob :D! i doubt you would see me online though. anyway i'm reconsidering going zoukout. sigh.
da xiang: hmm well so now you know. congrats on your discovery :p.
jw: i agree about the series! just that it's sad in nature. but yar, i love the lead characters and the directing. and thanks for the gd luck. you may read the above to see what's my job hehe :p.
ok so long, farewell! auf wiedersehen, goodbye~!
oh, and here's an interesting piece of information i got from my email. don't know how true though.
>ATM PIN NUMBER REVERSAL (GOOD TO KNOW)
>>If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM
>machine, you can notify the police by entering your Pin # in reverse. For
>example if your pin number is 1234 then you would put in 4321. The ATM
>recognizes that your pin number is backwards from the ATM card you placed
>in the machine. The machine will still give you the money you requested,
>but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately dispatched to
>help you.
>>This information was recently broadcasted on TV and it states that it is
>seldom used because people don't know it exists.
>>Please pass this along to everyone possible.
>>Time offers opportunity but demands a sense of urgency.~
>>Yours Truly,
>Clarence
Monday, January 01, 2007
it's 2007, a NEW YEAR. things to do....
happy new year everyone :)!!
today i went out with the class to play badminton at cck stadium. well, at least 9 of us turned up :p. ok i can't be bothered to count, hopefully i'm right on the number hehehe.
my stamina sucks and my stomach fat has started to accumulate into an obvious lumpy layer. indeed, what a great way to start 2007. why do i feel like bridget jones? but had a great time playing badminton. i should be more disciplined and run around bishan once a week. HEH.
went to collect a korean series that i bought from yahoo auctions. my first time! was pretty frightened and thrilled all at the same time, but i rationalised that i shouldn't be scared as the person meeting me should be a girl. i mean, how often do you get guys who buy soapy korean dramas and watch them? so yea. the show i bought is called I'm Sorry, I Love You. i've just watched the first 5 episodes, and bah, it's sad. and funny. and the acting by the 2 leads are great. it's not a typical korean drama(eg Full House, Goong). it has themes of family love too. interesting lar. ok guys who are rolling your eyes, don't comment, thanks hehheh.
just went to bee's blog, and i agree with her on not making new year resolutions. i mean, why make them when i know i will break them?? HAHAA. :p
but i shall write down things that i hOPE will happen. heh. i'm not resolute on them, guess that's the difference.
1) get my driving license by this year(this is a must)
2) try to save money. spend less.
3) make an effort to meet up with friends.
4) be nicer to people whenever possible.
5) be more patient.
6) be healthier. exercise more(at least once per week, and do crunches). eat LESS.
7) clean up my room asap.
8) reply christmas cards. SIGH. i suck lar..
9) burn all my manga and anime into cds. free up hard disk space.
10) learn a bit of a new language. maybe korean/japanese/cantonese/hokkien???
11) go for the saturday or sunday services at buddhist fellowship.
12) go clubbing at least once for the experience.
13) go to jazz pubs with my friends after getting my salary.
14) rmb to go for dental appointments. i always forget hahahaha.
15) be nicer and more patient with my family.
16) stop thinking. just do what i have to do.
17) start working really hard for my future.
18) rmb to check out the australia universities.
19) be happier! smile! and may i be able to bring a smile to other people's faces too.
i'm starting work tmr. good luck to me. hehh hehh.
you know, i think i'd like to try working as a waitress. think it will be a super interesting experience. oh, how exciting!
today i went out with the class to play badminton at cck stadium. well, at least 9 of us turned up :p. ok i can't be bothered to count, hopefully i'm right on the number hehehe.
my stamina sucks and my stomach fat has started to accumulate into an obvious lumpy layer. indeed, what a great way to start 2007. why do i feel like bridget jones? but had a great time playing badminton. i should be more disciplined and run around bishan once a week. HEH.
went to collect a korean series that i bought from yahoo auctions. my first time! was pretty frightened and thrilled all at the same time, but i rationalised that i shouldn't be scared as the person meeting me should be a girl. i mean, how often do you get guys who buy soapy korean dramas and watch them? so yea. the show i bought is called I'm Sorry, I Love You. i've just watched the first 5 episodes, and bah, it's sad. and funny. and the acting by the 2 leads are great. it's not a typical korean drama(eg Full House, Goong). it has themes of family love too. interesting lar. ok guys who are rolling your eyes, don't comment, thanks hehheh.
just went to bee's blog, and i agree with her on not making new year resolutions. i mean, why make them when i know i will break them?? HAHAA. :p
but i shall write down things that i hOPE will happen. heh. i'm not resolute on them, guess that's the difference.
1) get my driving license by this year(this is a must)
2) try to save money. spend less.
3) make an effort to meet up with friends.
4) be nicer to people whenever possible.
5) be more patient.
6) be healthier. exercise more(at least once per week, and do crunches). eat LESS.
7) clean up my room asap.
8) reply christmas cards. SIGH. i suck lar..
9) burn all my manga and anime into cds. free up hard disk space.
10) learn a bit of a new language. maybe korean/japanese/cantonese/hokkien???
11) go for the saturday or sunday services at buddhist fellowship.
12) go clubbing at least once for the experience.
13) go to jazz pubs with my friends after getting my salary.
14) rmb to go for dental appointments. i always forget hahahaha.
15) be nicer and more patient with my family.
16) stop thinking. just do what i have to do.
17) start working really hard for my future.
18) rmb to check out the australia universities.
19) be happier! smile! and may i be able to bring a smile to other people's faces too.
i'm starting work tmr. good luck to me. hehh hehh.
you know, i think i'd like to try working as a waitress. think it will be a super interesting experience. oh, how exciting!
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