relieved

ok! everything's back to normal, even better.

but i lack sleep mans. and i cant fall asleep, my mind's too active. sheesh.

i need to buy at least one pair of flats, and slippers.

a true narcissist.

after chit chatting with my bro and complaining to him about some idiot waiter taking advantage of me(he rubbed his thigh against me 3 freaking times god i swear i'd stick my fork into his very sensitive area if i ever see him again and he attempts to go near me), and photoshopping my photos, i'm feeling very happy now! i tell you, i'm just freakin vain. and in the spirit of true narcissism, i shall share with you my photoshop achievement:

























hey, it was tough work ok!! i had to get rid of a super obvious spot on my face and a bra strap!! ok the bra strap was the irritating one. my bro taught me some techniques on how to get rid of it.. ok lar actuaally i'm just exaggerating it's level of difficulty. but whatever's the case, i like this photo. don't i look oh-so-cool??!! i had a hard time trying not to laugh.

i'm so weak. and i hate it so much when i cry.

you chicken backside.... you.. you...

wah lao ehh.. total chicken backside of the century laar. how dare u not reply me. slap u ahh! *piak piak!!* ok apparently i'm pmsing ALREADY. which doesn't make sense, for if i go according to calculations i should be ovulating. what the hell. unless pms starts that early. or if it stands for Perpetual-(Menstruation-Syndrome). *yells*

ok now i'm just thinking of whether to give u the ultimatum. god, i'm so scared. sigh. whatever. u'd probably have the what-have-i-done-to-deserve-this attitude. URGH.

i'm really scared. sometimes i think i may cry. i think too much, i know.

urgh, getting so upset over such a small matter. really stupid of me. i need perspective, man.


hey wuzun!! thanks for the tag. aiyar actually i'm quite happy, having a lot of fun. but yet again, not so happy since ytd over a small matter. HAHAHA. yea we shld keep in touch. it's kinda sad that we all have to go our separate ways, and i do fear that coming of the day when we feel awkward in each other's presence. anyway, i don't like wuzun anymore. i've decided that wong li hom is much better than wuzun. sorry dude!! hahaha. hope ur well and sch's alright :).

*growls*

urgh. i'm such a *toot*. (i wanted to say that i'm such a pussy. and that's really bad language!! thus, the "toot")

first i felt weird. then i felt happy with "friends". then now i'm not happy again. i'm so irritated with myself!!! ARGH. i think too much lar. it sucks being female (on the assumption that girls tend to think too much of course)

*screams and yells*

i hope everything will be ok tmr. *SIGH* i'm missing ....

on a happier tone, work is pretty good. but i'm always busy. it's amazing how much advantage there is to be taken of cheap labour. hahaha. interesting interesting, but pretty tiring. my eyesight's sure to go.

i'm working

i'm working. started today. at POLO RALPH LAUREN SOURCING PTE LTD.

like, what the sai?! can't imagine that i'd ever work in such a place. i'm working as an admin assistant, and not at the retail store. it's like.. headquarters? singapore branch.

it's pretty cool, for the first time i'm exposed to something related to fashion and design. there are textile cloths and samples everywhere. it's so alien. i'm more used to seeing dying people. sheesh.

unfortunately, they deal with MENS WEAR. boohoo :(. and sometimes when they have a "sale" (basically selling rejected samples because the boss doesn't like the design. and there are only about.. 10 of the exact same clothing in the whole world!!) and are sold at a super affordable price. like WHOA. but around once every 3 months. which is the amount of time i'd be spending there. hopefully i'd have the opportunity to buy some of the apparels! alas, as i've mentioned, they are male wear. :(

today i was supposed to go there for an interview at 9:30am. during the interview, the HR manager asked if i could start work right away. like WTH. i thought about it for 3 seconds, thinking about the shopping spree i'd have to postpone (the office is at harbourfront place, which is 2 buildings away from VIVOCITY), gave a little sigh in my mind, and agreed that i could. sheesh.

so yar. i started work. what a shock for my fragile heart. it's a very new environment, i refuse to comment too much on it. may the people remain as nice as they seem(or even nicer) while i'm there.

i'm so tired. my working hours is from 9am to 6pm. 6pm!!! so sad. and i take about 70mins to travel by bus. sheesh. i better sleep early from now on. overslept today and thought i was going to be late for the interview.

i'm kinda apprehensive about this job. VERY apprehensive actually. OH WELL.

oh, i guess this spells the end of the drought that i've brought to my blog. now it's raining huilin's saliva. i stopped blogging because i didn't feel the need to. oh wello wells. i wonder if anyone wld still read my blog after it became temporarily dead.

hope u guys are having fun. for school has started ;)! hehehehehe