Newslink + Prom = SCREAMS

wah, Newslink sucks. i don't understand why the school pays for such lousy service. Sure, it has a great load in valuable information inside. but its search engine is so horribly insensitive, there's no point trying to find articles through it.

i might as well dig through the newspapers that i have in my house. it sure yields positive results faster and more efficiently than that site does.

wow, this terrible experience has sure put me in a foul mood.

and to add on to that, there's something that's weighing my mind recently. nah, it's nothing big. it's just about prom.

i was not excited about it at all, given that 1/2 of my class doesn't want to go. in fact i was rather disappointed. recently, jiali somehow managed to make me feel all hyped up about it. but now, things are falling apart again. people can't go, people can't stay. etc. really man, it's making the whole thing damn sad. i don't feel like going for prom already.

i guess that everyone has their own choices to make, maybe they would be happier elsewhere. without them, prom is going to be so dull. that it won't be enjoyable. and the most important thing, is that these people mean a lot to me. and i guess some part of me is feeling kind of wistful and hurt because they would rather be somewhere else than to be with us, than to be with me, on this supposedly very important and memorable landmark event in our lives(this idea used to be true, until i entered wonderful NJC).

i never thought of not going for prom, especially after buying the ticket(how can you waste a ticket! it's expensive lor). Now, I'm on the verge of tearing it up into Shreds.

it is just an Event. what it means to us, is determined by us. by collective decision, it has been turned into a meaningless chore.