irritation. is that called pms?

i'm so easily irritated nowadays, blowing up at people like i'm an hyperactive volcano.

ok lar not that bad lar. but very bad towards those friends who have to see me most of the time, like veron and xin yi. i'm really sorry :/. but yep, i try lar. i try...

i am irritated when people whine to me. simply because i think that everyone has their own problems. what makes them think that their problems are worse than others? ok fine, let's be self-centred here; what makes them think that their problems are worse than mine?

as you can see from the above egocentric paragraph, it's no wonder why i blow up. i admit that i have totally no reason to do so though, as you can see, my argument is flawed as my assumption can be challenged easily: what makes me think that MY life is worse than YOURS.

so yes, i admit that i'm being a total pompous ass who can get totally *TOOT*. whatever that means.

so yes, if i get irritated, it's because i have a small heart. i do pray that your heart is big and kind enough to understand, and to bear with me. and my friends have been doing that. that's what makes them precious.

i don't like being assholic. but i am, sometimes. hopefully rarely. if i get totally crap, sorry in advance k?

maybe it's because it's PMS! ooo we learn so much in bio. let me check my calendar....

it's the 26th day! which means technically speaking, going by the book, i'm going to release my shedded endometrium in 2 days time! like HOORAY!

-rolls eyes-

so yes. maybé it's really pms. but what a lousy excuse.

*shrugs*

anyway i'm irritated with so so so many things now. i'm going to die of irritation soon


-roars in a womanly frustration-!