sometimes you think you are doing something good, to make certain people happy. but a lot of times, you unknowingly hurt others around you in its process.

i guess it takes a certain amount of tact. perhaps those who are hurt have their own issues to settle as well. anyway, carry on and do what you think is right, but wait for the right time and place. or perhaps privacy.

on separate note, i'm truly frightened. oh well.


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whoever's reading this, please don't read too much into this. this is 99.9% not about you. and it's based on separate, unrelated events.

yet again, i doubt anyone reads my blog anymore! which is good! then i won't hurt ppl unknowingly hahaha.


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met up with good friends ytd, and will be meeting a lot more in the next 2 weeks. really glad to be meeting up with people that i would never have done so in the past. too much fear then. the fear and insecurity is still there, but it's less. and heck it! let's have fun :).