stressed stressed stressed fear fear fear arghhhhhhhhhhhhh

what i like in men

random factoid of the day:

i realise what are my weak spots in men.

1) i love veins. woohoo. those lovely protruding veins in the arms... in the groin crease... gaah. i half suspect that it's got to do with me doing iv cannulation. ppl without easy to find veins? eee unattractive HAHA.

2) the forearm muscles. ooo. especially when the guy wears a long sleeve shirt and rolls it up to his elbow, exposing just enough of his forearm. *slurps*

well so far these are my favourites. anything else is a bonus. LOL.

wow, i sound like a pervert.

XKCD: Friends

maaan. this is hilarious. i wonder if this is how i function as well! LOL.

check http://xkcd.com/ for more comics

accommodation

ohh the situation's so messy

i can't wait for september for only ONE reason. so that i can settle my accommodation for next year.

how i wish everyone can decide and the results of our placement would be out soo! but oh wells, can't be helped.

it makes me feel like simply applying for malaysia so that my accomms would be settled. BUT even then, my place in malaysia won't be guaranteed.

urgh. pissing off.

sometimes you think you are doing something good, to make certain people happy. but a lot of times, you unknowingly hurt others around you in its process.

i guess it takes a certain amount of tact. perhaps those who are hurt have their own issues to settle as well. anyway, carry on and do what you think is right, but wait for the right time and place. or perhaps privacy.

on separate note, i'm truly frightened. oh well.


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whoever's reading this, please don't read too much into this. this is 99.9% not about you. and it's based on separate, unrelated events.

yet again, i doubt anyone reads my blog anymore! which is good! then i won't hurt ppl unknowingly hahaha.


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met up with good friends ytd, and will be meeting a lot more in the next 2 weeks. really glad to be meeting up with people that i would never have done so in the past. too much fear then. the fear and insecurity is still there, but it's less. and heck it! let's have fun :).

man, it's gonna be a race to the 12th. so many things to do and to complete, and before you know it, it's time to fly. kinda liking this :).

tame the ego, and be less defensive.

ahhh. stupid ppl just got to make it up by putting in more effort. time to buck up, and may my hardwork pay off!

like porcelain

so fragile.