Sunday, February 15, 2009

where we come together. and we part once again.

went to my aunt's house today to pray as it's my grandma's death anniversary. rushed over as i was late. have to say that i didn't regret going at all. it was a nice warm feeling to see everyone again, given that we usually only see each other twice a year (christmas and chinese new year. also qing ming jie, but i won't be around for that any time soon i think). had a nice chat with my cousin! i really love my cousins and aunts and uncles. one thing that i sort of regret about is that we just don't meet up often enough. oh wells. you can't have everything in the world!

and indeed, you can't have everything in the world. like the bf is leaving tmr.

:(

yet, would i rather have a lousy relationship and be with him 24/7, or have a happy and loving relationship but not see him often enough?

the latter for me, then.

hahaha. sometimes i think i'm really sick. humans are sick. we like to torture ourselves. like how i'd just keep thinking of him and get lovesick. what sick nature.

lalalaaaa :)

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